{ Monday, April 12, 2010♥ }
Yesterday night, I think I experienced Him.
The Holy Spirit.
I really don't know whether it was a dream or what, cos I think I was half asleep half awake.
I just said, "Holy Spirit, come to me."
And suddenly this very bright flash of white light appeared.
I think I was closing my eyes then, I can't remember.
It's just light especially at the far end, then nearer was some black.
It was like a tunnel of white light.
Don't know how to explain.
And I started trembling.
Like, vibrating?
And my body went numb.
I didn't know what was happening, I became scared all of a sudden.
And I begged for Him to leave.
Yes I know I shouldn't have done that, but I was really frightened then kay?
And after a few moments I was back in my room.
There wasn't any more light, but my body was still numb.
especially my legs, they couldn't move for a few seconds.
And yes I was freaked out. Don't laugh.
I really don't know if I was dreaming, experienced the Holy Spirit or encountered death.
Yeah cos I just googled and a lot of people who had near-death experiences all said they saw a tunnel of white light.
Which creeps me put cos well, I don't wanna die so soon.
Though I am willing to if God asks me to do so.
And there's this REM intrusion thing which I think is most likely what happened for me:
Just a little freaked out cos this has never happened to me.
Peace be with you guys.