{ Sunday, April 4, 2010♥ }
Shit what's happening to me.
I will not allow myself to be like that.
I know that if I continue on like this, 2 friendships will be lost.
I already lost 1, not going to lose another 2.
So please stop. staring at me with those eyes.
You know if you continue with that I'll just break my the 7 years promise I made to myself.
Anyway.
Other things.
It's been about 1 or 2 weeks since I lasted posted.
I wasn't that busy lah, just trying to stay away from distractions.
(abstaining from Facebook is actually manageable!)
Yeah so Holy Thurs.
Went for Lenten Vigil after Seder Meal and EC.
I lasted throughout hahahaha. I'm so proud of myself.
Ok actually it's just bcos I didnt have school so I wasnt tired.
But yeah, Germaine and a few others fell asleep.
HAHA. (Germaine no offence kay! :D)
The 3 altar servers fell asleep. They were so funny cos they were trying not to doze off.
I think Lenten Vigil really helped me understand how Jesus Christ felt during His arrest.
People, if you think you have been humiliated before, think again.
JC was condemned to death by people He loved, yet He forgave us.
How great His love for us.
That part (the humiliation and physical pain activity) I could endure, for I knew what Jesus suffered was much worse than that.
But the next activity I really sucked, cos I really felt like a coward.
Not daring to speak up for the Lord. That shows how deep my faith is.
GAH.
Other parts though I think I was quite okay.
Then Good Friday.
I did not overcome my temptation to sleep.
I felt like such a loser.
History always repeats itself. I'm just like the apostles when JC was in Gethsemane.
But Easter Vigil (Saturday) came,
yeah~~~ :DD
You know during mass we are supposed to maintain silence and solemnity and all that right.
Then during the end of the EC the boys were walking just beside me towards the entrance.
They were like giving one another the sign of peace
and I was like "woah not bad huh I din't know the boys were like that".
Then once they reached the entrance, one of them (no names shall be mentioned to prevent embarrassment) said, "Hey you know, CHELSEA WON!!"
And another said, "REALLY?!"
and when he said yeah, the boys started groaning and were like "Noooooooooooo..."
HAHA it was EPIC.
I was like, okay, then walked away for them to talk more about their soccer -.-"
(Anyway, I'm happy Chelsea won. Man Utd without Rooney is justa bunch of losers. And the first goal by Chelsea was amazing. Go Blues!!)
And the makan after EC was quite awesome.
haha.
Anyway I really think I got touched by the Holy spirit.
I'm not sure, but when I was singing the "Lamb of God"that part I suddenly just cried.
Sometimes during that part I get very emotional, but never did I cry till like that.
The feeling after that was great, like, renewed.
and isn't that supposed to be what Easter is all about?
Easter Sunday.
After EC, went Jack's Place to eat.
Nothing much, just read up on the Chelsea VS Man Utd match. Heh.
Building up an interest for football.
but Yankees is still better LOL.
(do u get the joke?)
This coming Saturday: Easter Ball!!
Looking forward to it.
But first I have to get through English PT and Geog AA.
And not to mention softball match(es).
I haven't trained for a week.
Gah I feel like I've missed it for sooo long
Anyway, hope u all had a Happy Easter!
Mine was enjoyable and I hope for a more meaningful one next year heh.
Peace be with you guys :)
